"When you tried your best and you don't succeed..."
- Coldplay "Fix You"
Kinda screwed up my piano exam. Was hoping that my fingers wouldn't be cold and shaky, yet it was warm and limp... Haa... Kinda disappointed with my performance cos I did my best at that moment, but still it wasn't my best standard. Probably even below my average.
Results will only be out in a few months. Meanwhile, I'm really looking forward to playing OTHER repertoires...
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"When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep..."
- Coldplay "Fix You"
Had a long day ytd and thought I could have a nice rest at night. I ended up tossing on my bed for 3 EXCRUCIATING HOURS until 6 plus in this morning. My mind and body couldn't coordinate again.
Thank God that my sms woke my mum up and we ended talking from 330-430. Don't know why both parents like to talk so much. Haha.
Another reason why I couldn't sleep - I couldn't sleep in my favourite position! Had an injection ytd to boost my antibodies against Hep B. Had drawn some blood last week for Hep B testing and they discovered I don't have enough antibodies. This means that I'm more susceptible to contracting Hep B.
It was so freaking painful, resulting in my whole left arm feeling weak and sore. The nurse wasn't exactly friendly, just like the typical old, grumpy nurses you often encounter. (Sorry for the stereotype.)
Sometimes I feel they should really get some life outside... Breathe some fresher air... Brighten up their lives a little...
The poor patients have to first pluck up their courage and submit themselves under total control of a stranger, that takes a lot of FAITH... And some people are just freaking scared of needles and blood, but those nurses who think that they have been through SO MUCH over the years, just scoff at those patients for being freaking scared and they get GRUMPY and IMPATIENT, thus instill in the patients some more unnecessary phobia over the years.
Nevermind, please forgive them!!!!!
The next generation WILL arise and stand in the gap!!!!!!!